Baby Girl -
It has become increasingly apparent over the past week that we will meet you ever so slightly earlier than we had planned.
The doctors are pleased with you baby girl. Each sonogram and monitoring session proves that you are strong, growing, and maybe more than a little feisty. The specialist on Monday said that you seemed to be “posing” for the sonogram pictures. Because…of course you were.
Mommy’s body, on the other hand, seems to be kind of done with being pregnant. I’m so thankful that we have gotten you to a “safe place” in your development. However, at this juncture…I can’t help but feel like I’m failing you. You deserve 5 more weeks to grow on the “inside” and I’m not totally sure we can give you that. I’m doing every thing I can to keep you safe and sound.
I can’t wait to meet you. But as much as I want to hug you and kiss your little cheeks I think I’ll miss being pregnant with you. Every single day of this pregnancy has been special and blessed…I enjoy every kick. We will always have a special bond.
I wish I had taken more pictures during this pregnancy. Made more journal entries. Recorded more of my thoughts and emotions. I hope I remember every single minute of this. Even the scary parts.
Love,
Mom
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